I failed the crazy test. I was medicated at correct doses, not drunk at all, just being me and you could tell. They ran. I failed the crazy girl test. If I am scary crazy on a good day...this just isn't going to go well.
I can't keep up sane like this if this is how the world will react to me. Despite all the lies and the faults he was the only one who could pull me back to the real world and he's just gone. I'm left alone with the crazy.
Scariest thing - they haven't even begun to see crazy. And I don't want to go there. I really don't but if I'm avoided and left alone because I am the crazy girl, that is exactly where I will end up.
Crazy girl - fail
Life - fail
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